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Secrets Of Shame

An innocent little girl, lying in the dirt
with tears in her eyes and blood on her skirt
Not understanding what happened to her
the pain was so bad, it was all a blur
No one to turn too and no where to run
little did she know, her nightmare had only just
begun....
Her little body battered and bruised, her little heart
hurt and confused
She wiped the blood, from her mouth and nose
crawled to her knees, and slowly she rose
She buried her clothes in the backyard
that's when her heart, started to get hard.....
There was no one to hold her and make it alright
alone with her pain, she cried through the night
She kept the secret, out of fear and shame
over and over, to her room he came
He took her innocence, made her dirty and stripped her
pride
Told her she was worthless, unlovable, he hurt her and
lied............
He made her feel she deserved it and it was her fault
it was a catch 22, this child was caught
What he did destroyed her to the core
turned her into uncle D's little whore...
She was so afraid for anyone to know
she had no where to run and no where to go
Keeping the secret was destroying her heart
to tell what he was doing, would tear her world apart...
When she got older, things began to change
she found that drugs, could ease her pain
She thought that no one could love her, as she only felt
hurt
she felt she would always be, the little girl in the dirt. 
 copyright © sms 2012

Imperfectly Perfect Imperfections!!!

I am a contradiction, an Imperfectly Perfect Imperfection,

On looking in from outside I think I’d pass inspection

My best intentions lead to pain And complicated messes

My head is filled with wishes, My decisions second guesses

There was a time I tried to hide each wrinkle, scar and tear

But I’m learning to appreciate That I’m more than I appear

Each wrinkle tells a story, The path from there to here

I’ve earned a little wisdom With every falling tear

I want to wake up without my heart missing a beat,
and my site ready to over analyse everything I see

A person worthy of their inadequate reflection,
and to be somebody's love for un-realistic perfection

Well, were we wonderfully made with complex tendencies,
So sometimes we think we have personality and physical feature vacancies

Over all I've come to realize my Imperfectly Perfect Imperfections,
are merely the surface of a true loving person, with no limitations.

Things I've learned!!! By the one and only: Angel

Things I've learned!!!

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I’ve learned that no matter how much I care some people just don’t care back.

I’ve learned that there really is a difference between love and what I thought was love.

I’ve learned that life is full of ups and downs. You just gotta learn how to handle them maturely.

I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in your life, but whom you have in your life that counts.

I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I’ve learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I’ve learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.

I’ve learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.

I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I’ve learned that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And, just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.

I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

I’ve learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt, and you will hurt in the process.

I’ve learned that kids only want love and attention. Not to be bribed away with objects.

I’ve learned that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.

I’ve learned that heroes are people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. 

I’ve learned that it's okay to stand up for myself when others think I'm naive.

I’ve learned that I can actually trust someone even if I feel scared to.
 

I’ve learned that not everyone has an agenda. 

I’ve learned that money can't buy love and family is more important than material items.

I’ve learned that you don't have to please everyone if they don't like you. They have to either except you for you or walk away. Unless your married to someone and they have family you have to tolerate. lol

I’ve learned that being sexy is a crime....lol

I’ve learned that NO one can tell you who to be with, when to get married or who to Love. We are all individuals and that's how we learn is through "EXPERIENCE". Rather we are right or wrong, our own experience will teach us.

and most of all I learned that Love isn't blind at all, it's the things we don't want to see that is blinded!!!